I tell you, whoever acknowledges me before men, the Son of Man will also acknowledge him before the angels of God. But he who disowns me before men will be disowned before the angels of God. And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven.

When you are brought before synagogues, rulers and authorities, do not worry about how you will defend yourselves or what you will say, for the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say.

Luke 12:8-12



"Do not worry about how you will defend yourselves or what you will say." -- God

I know i should never ever feel afraid or helpless. I know God has perfect plans. They would be good, very good.

Stop wasting time and don't give up Si Min!

Now i know. Now i know. I have found a new perspective. I know why you are in my life. I had finally found a position for you in my life. God had placed you here to change me. Sometimes i just feel that i don't need you here. I thought you had just found a new way to ruin my life. But, God placed you here for a reason i never knew. You had been a great help. I must confess that you had help me see more of the world. I finally realised how others actually operate. Thank you God for letting me see the New Perspective.

I was almost hit by a car today outside Church. I wonder how I would feel like if I really got smashed, or get judged now. It must have really hurt. Can you imagine how my friends would see me floating on the dry tar floor of scarlet blood. Wow this image really goes well with "Stand By U". How would my friends feel? How would my parents feel? Who would really care that I died? Who would run to me and call my name? Instead of asking how others viewed me, how do I really view myself? Do I dare to wish for people to run to me? If my soul saw myself lying dead on the floor, would I pity myself? Why do I feel so insignificant? Why do I think that nobody would ever care for me? Even if they did, I may never get to see it until the moment I get hit by that car. Why do I have to wait for that car to appear before I showed how I care for others?

I know I have to be more mature, more God-like. I have to begin to love the people I hate, forgive the people who have yet to apologise. I have to be patient, never angered, never envious, always sincere. Such a change is never easy, that is why a "lovely" person is always hard to come by. That is why God have to change me.

I feel so sorry for those I had offended, for those I had threatened, for those I had felt bad about. Truthfully, all of you are the most important people in my life. You taught me. You had successfully made a deep impression in my life. I feel so bad if I had made all of you feel like the most insignificant people on the surface of this earth. The reality is that you have been one of the most significant people on this earth. I know nobody on earth ever reads this, but I would really pray for you to scan through this part. There is nothing more important than an apology.

When you ever see that hauntingly familiar car rushing towards me, I hope you would rush out and call for me.

"The substance of things unseen, cities if the past and the future. Let's use Lewis Carol's looking glass to see out true self, or perhaps through to another world."

"How does the New York City landscape make habitat for the plants and animals? How does it make an habitat for animals like me? I go to Time Square and look at the amazing ladies on the wall, and I don't know why nobody is looking at the historical figures just behind them. I read that New York City was the first mega city.The West Side highway was once a beach, and the painter was sitting on the rocks looking up at the cliff where the George Washington Bridges goes up today. Or the other painting from the 1740s from the Greenwich Village, those are 2 students from King's College sitting on a hill over looking the valley, so i go down to Greenwich Village and i would look for this hill and i couldn't find it. I couldn't find that palm tree, what's that palm tree doing there?"
Why was there such a change?

There was so many things that are now unseen, destroyed.
"And you can see features that had vanished."

"And it turned out that Manhattan had 55 different Eco-system types, and this is alot"
Manhattan, today, still house so many neighbourhoods and animals, making it one of the world's densest cities too.

How wonderful to know that the world we live in still had unchangeable features and a grand mission to accomplish. Look at the places we go, look at how similar they were to the past. Manhattan still housed so many.